Hello Family and Friends,
As my time in Eswatini draws to an end, I find myself reflecting on how much this journey has shaped me—not just as a missionary but as a follower of Christ. I wanted to give you a look into how God has been working in my heart in profound ways, teaching me more about Himself, my identity in Him, and the importance of spiritual formation.
Spiritual Formation
My Spiritual formation has been deeply rooted in the call to abide in Christ. John 15:5 says, “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.” This verse has been a consistent reminder that my spiritual growth isn’t about striving harder or doing the “right” thing but about staying connected to Jesus, allowing His Spirit to transform my heart. Romans 12:2 says, “Do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.” When we allow God to transform our hearts and minds, our desires are also transformed. We long for deeper connection with Him and his will for our lives.
Throughout my time here, I’ve seen how spiritual disciplines like prayer, quiet time, scripture meditation, and community worship serve as passageways for this transformation. These practices are not just activities; they are acts of surrender, making space for God to work in us.
My Plan for Continued Spiritual Growth
This mission trip has significantly changed that way I pursue spiritual growth, my spiritual life often felt routine, as if there was only so many ways I could spend time with the Lord. However, on this trip I’ve developed a deeper love and understanding of spiritual disciplines. Quiet mornings on the porch with my Bible and journal have become sacred times to seek God’s guidance and peace for the days ahead. Moving forward, I’m committing to a daily rhythm of:
- Prayer: Setting aside intentional time for listening and speaking with God.
- Scripture Study: Digging deeper into God’s Word, seeking not just knowledge but intimacy with Him.
- Community Worship: Regularly joining others in worship and discipleship, just as we did during team devotionals and weekly squad worship.
- Sabbath Rest: Weekly moments to pause, reflect, and celebrate God’s goodness.
These practices will help me stay rooted in Christ, even as life transitions and challenges come my way. I am so excited to return home where I am able to incorporate these practices into my daily walk back home. As well as share the ways it has transformed me to those around me.
Encouraging Spiritual Growth in Others
Discipleship has been a key part of ministry during this trip. Whether through Bible skits, morning devotionals with the cooks, or one-on-one conversations, I’ve learned the importance of modeling spiritual disciplines to encourage growth in others. As I return home, I’m inspired to continue encouraging spiritual growth in others by:
- Leading Small Groups: Creating spaces for people to explore God’s Word and share their journeys.
- Mentorship: Walking alongside others in their faith, sharing what I’ve learned about spiritual disciplines.
- Encouraging Accountability: Forming partnerships to stay committed to spiritual practices.
My time in Eswatini was greatly impacted by the spiritual disciplines and accountability of my team and the local community. Going forward, I pray the Lord continues to use me as his hands and feet, building environments where others can encounter Christ in transformative ways as well.
What I’ve Learned About God and My Identity in Christ
Through this experience, I’ve come to understand God’s character in new ways. I’ve seen His compassion in the eyes of the shepherds, His joy in the laughter of children, and His provision in every answered prayer.
One of the biggest shifts in my understanding of Gods character has been realizing my identity as a beloved child of God. Spiritual disciplines have helped me move from striving to earn His love to resting in the truth that I am already fully loved and accepted. This freedom has allowed me to step into ministry with greater confidence, knowing that my worth is not tied to my performance but to His grace. Matthew 10:19-20 says, “Do not be anxious how you are to speak or what you are to say, for what you are to say will be given in that hour. For it is not you who speak, but the spirit of the father speaking through you.” Thankfully my words are not my own and they are made perfect through the Holy spirit. There is a certain comfort and peace to knowing that nothing I can do or ever will do, can mess up the plans of God.
Leaving Eswatini and returning home is a bittersweet experience, but I leave with a heart full of gratitude for all that God has done in and throughout this season. I’ve realized that spiritual formation is not a final destination but a lifelong journey—a continual process of being shaped into the image of Christ with every step we take.
This understanding has transformed how I view what it means to take up my cross. I once thought it was something you did daily, a single act of commitment each morning. But as I’ve grown in my relationship with Christ, I’ve come to understand it’s an every-moment surrender. With each breath and every step, we are invited to fix our eyes on Him and trust fully in His perfect will.
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Thank you for walking this journey with me through your prayers and support. Your encouragement has been a constant reminder of God’s faithfulness and His work in and through community.
With love,
Faith <3
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